swish swish

the easy decision versus the right decision. i don't know what to do.

cognac is my new friend. maybe he will help me make my decision. i need friend's like this in times like these.

i am thinking right now about how everybody i know has this underlying sadness (to say the least). i'm sorry to everybody i love. i've done nothing to help. i don't really know how i can. all i can do is empathize, but that is not enough. i know. i'm sorry.